I've been really down for the past week or so. Beth says that I seem to be going through "PMS". I've been irritable, way more than usual. The same thing happened to me about a month ago. I think that I'm just too stressed out with everything that is going on now. I need a vacation. Maybe I need to get out more and meet more people. I might come across an opportunity for business or friendship. Then again... maybe I just need to visit the friends that I have more often.
I'm thinking that at the first of the New Year I'd like to start giving subject titles to each journal entry. That might help keep my focus of what I'm writing about and give a point of reference to readers of my online weblog. Of course, that doesn't mean that my writing is going to get any better overnight, so if they don't like me now I don't think that will improve anything.
Last week I did get a chance to work on my board game with my brother, but that didn't last long. He got burned out since there were a few things that were made up during the game. I really don't see him as a role-playing kind of gamer because he doesn't do well without specific rules of doing things. I'm not saying that it's a bad thing really, but having him help me out with my game didn't work out as well as I had hoped. I guess when I get things a little closer to completion I'll try to get him involved again because he did still give me some good input. Unfortunately, I haven't had time to work on it since then. I hope that I didn't forget anything that I didn't write down yet. I really need to get back to that again soon.
Well... on a high note, I'm finding some players to join me in playing Formula PC (a freeware computer version of Formula Dé) via email. I hope to get a game started before New Years (just so we have some kind of deadline to start) and I'd like to have another 3 or 4 players at least. The game can manage up to 20 players (10 more than what the original board game manages), and although I think that's a bit much, if there happened to be 20 people interested in joining us out there, I think it would be cool to see how the game plays out.
I was going to update my journal, but Beth wants to tear up some carpet now. Hopefully I'll have time to write a journal entry later today.
